Journal Entry: Thu Jan 16, 2014, 6:53 AM
So life has tired to throw another curve ball at me. The low wage stability I've had for the last year has been yanked out from under me by the store I work at closing. Yep, so once again though no fault of my own, I'm now job hunting...again. That normally would piss me off, but I've a few great opportunities right now and am very hopeful.
The big problem is Vincent's health is now in jeopardy and that has my attention more then anything right now. He's developed pancreatitis, has a kidney infection, a bacterial infection and maybe a spine injury. We don't know about the injury as he's too doped up on pain meds for us to tell. He won't use his tail...or very little tail movement, and only when he's in the middle of his pain drugs. I hope it's just from his abdomen hurting from everything and not his spine or hips....but only time will tell if I have crippled cat or not.
I'm more determined then ever to dig out of this hole (both financial and emotional) so I will be able to help Vincent in every way he needs, even if that's ending his pain. Yes, that hurt to type, that makes the keyboard blurry with tears, but I will do what's needed for him. I pray with everything I am that I'm overreacting and this will pass, but I cannot afford the mental breakdown if it comes to that. So fortify now and hopefully will not have to face that painful part in a pets life for many, many years.
Listening to: the music in my head